Insane!!!

My insanity was curtailed, in your presence

Now that you are nowhere to be seen

I resumed my quest, to fade away

Into the blooms; knowing the unknown.

I started hearing weird things about me

Often it was me who did the talking

I hear my voice echoing, out from a hundred throats

I tried to close my ears; but then I was doing the talking

The world has grown suspicious of me since then

I don't blame them for what they don't understand

But I see the pity 'n fear in those eyes

Hate me; be vary of my existence

But I need no mercy from you.

I skipped my pages hastily

To my horror I realized; at the end -

The last few pages have been torn;

Torn away, from my life 'n left incomplete!

In a moment of despair, I cursed thee;

I cried and wept like a child

Tears running fast, down my cheeks

I ran around looking for the lost pages.

Unlike me, I kept on looking

For the lost; I neglected, what existed.   

I realized, I was becoming so like you

To be called sane someday; to be abused.

I stopped looking for the lost pages;

I'll have my story written; my way

You never dare 'n call me sane again

I don't want your sanity!!!

My insanity is now complete...

Regardless of your presence...